i wanna watch the fireworks =(

lecture today was ok.4gotten my notes.was kinda bored coz i need to take down notes in order to learn n to cut away all my craps!

wells..since i din bring n am so sleepy thru out the lecture, i started to b hyperactive!ka jiao all ppl ard mi..esp weilin!haha.she's not attentive too!i merely asked her to pay attention instead of reading 8- days which she could do so after sch while lecture will onli b going thru once!however, she ignored my gd intentions n continued her reading -_-''' efforts down the drain!

aniwaes..being so free n bo liao, i volunteered to take down notes for her!i learnt a lil.b4 i 4get, 1M05 all wore red if not white!haha..blends into a spore flag! =) had a small celebration within our lecture hall half an hr b4 lecture ends!great effort by TGI to bring the national day mood into us =)

relax at Coop benches after lecture to wait for our tutorial, a made up 1 thou. had the presentation!mindy n my role was the simplest!we did the role play n everi1 laughed at mi =( i wore a apron jess brought for the role play.im supposed to act as a mother, one of the roles.the apron was short lar when it's put on on me.noe wat TGI called mi?DESPRATE HOUSEWIFE!ass..haha..everi1 laughed till my face turned red!aiyo..i nv felt so b4..wth..alas..she said our grp did the best for the topic 'clonning' n suggested having us presenting during lecture.of course, she was being declined =) n i mention onli if rewards were given!haha..

met up manda ben n reuben together with mindy n weilin at SIM canteen.i dunno y the sudden change of my mood..sorry guys =( weilin left 1st n mindy went with us to wait for her french claz.had a start up of 2.4km run.slowest ever since dunno when..sucks..im super depressed lar.had a terrible stitch which nearly tear a hole in my stomach!ARGH!

Mr Gopi came ard the track with his tempting ice cream cone!OH GOSH!at that kinda weather!how i wish i could pop a scoop of ice cream into my mouth!he super super niao leh.ask him treat an ice cream cone n he's like "u r here to burn ur calories n i shld not b making u gain more den u lose" -_-''' thanks arh...lalala..

he's a humorous guy!felt comfortable toking to him.as in he's a sportsman too.im sure wta he went thru is much much more den i do since he's alreadi 36 =X haha.he talked bt sports, studies, r/s n all.haha.n he's got women phobia!haha.part of the reason y he's still single?lol.damn furni lar the way he tok.wat he said bt studies n stuff put mi into deep thinking.motivates mi a lil once again.n gotta noe other den soccer n hockey, water polo gets to go to AUSTRALIA at the end of the yr too!it's so UNFAIR!ARGH!haha.i wanna tag along =(

we tok bt gals going ga-ga over him, saying tat he's hot n so.n im like, toking bout gays too tat he mentioned bt this student of his, a guy, who asked him smthn which is damn furni when he (Gopi) attempted to engage in a conversation with him!haha.so much so for trying to tok to him arh!u nv noe! =P

n there's this part tat he tok bt him wanting to tok to jason.manda n mi were like "Huh?why?" n he said tat coz he got to noe jason's bro by chance, when he attended his ex collegue's or fren's wedding.wat a small world!haha.

he's a nice guy lar.after tat he went off to get smthn for those hoppers ->hip hopping peeps<- as one of them got an asthma attack i supposed.so the 4 of us continued our 1.6km to finish off our aim for the day, 4km.after tat borrowed a volleyball frm BC.thanks BC.played till my hands n neck's so tired.

sat near the pool to rest.nearli died of hunger!thanks all for ur concern!im alrites.not dying yet.went hm at 8+ n ya..tat's for todae.

juz to mention!i have STM! ( short term memory) i FORGET my CBO lab work once again!OMG!kill mi pls.

wells.got hm n played daidee with mama.i can c how lonely n bored she is to b at hm doing all house work n cooking n all to ensure our tummy being filled n ncie clothes to wear n nice home to live in.and seeing my dad hm with all the tiredness n worries which he tried so hard to hide before he steps into the door.i lurve them so, onli that i dunno how to express it out.

while im playing with mama, she told mi "cheng xun oso smokes u noe" my 2nd eldest bro that is.im like..y?y is it tat i detest smokers sooooooo super much n ppl i lurve ard mi r starting to get hooked by this fucking stick?!!

i alwaes took upon my bros as my role model, in terms of academic, behaviour n all.but y?y it all turned out like tat?!i rem how my eldest bro actually tried so how to stop mi from picking up the habit of using vulgarities!i wun forget tat.but y now they chose tat stick n to hurt my dear daddy n mummy?

y did they slog so hard for?do u 2 noe how much hopes they pinned on both of u?can u 2 c the disappointment which filled them when they came to noe the ugly fact tat both of u had actually picked up smoking behind their backs?im the 1 they have least hope in ever since PSLE, they tot u 2 r the 1s.but look, u 2 have broke their hearts, not once, but i dunno how mani.

alrites, it's not juz the smoking part.there's quite alot to it.i dun wanna elab more.im afraid i could not hold my tears back ani longer.pls, for whoever whatever sake, quit smoking!ARGH!

i wan to get my tongue pierced.this signifies how impt u ppl r to mi!pls.

yes..pain divertion.frm reuben.i hope it works!ARGH ARGH ARGH!

as much as i wanted to watch the fireworks tml, i cant find a company.

dar dun wanna come out due to some reasons n frens r all bla bla here n bla bla there..im tired of all these..i might juz go alone if i cant find ani1 i tink..so much so for frens..thanks lar..

am going sentosa tml with 5A'04.hope it'll b enjoyable..thanks dar for transfering money to mi.im realli touched.im lost fer words.thou tml u r unable to go with mi.i mean i udnerstand n seriously to all peeps hu tink im asking u guys onli coz dar cant make it, this isn't the point!i wished to watch with all those i lurve.be it dar or frens.i wan both.im greedy i admit.but which human isn't?nvm..gotta turn in earli.gotta wake up at 7 tml.

aniwaes ben's joke a lil furni..he said bt oral com.he got C n i got B.despite being disappointed, he cheerfully craked a small joke out of it.he said " how gd will it b if it's bra size!i'll have a bigger CUP den u!"

alrites, it brought mi a lil smile.thanks thou u dunno wats happening!haha.n allthose hu cared.seriously, im not gd at words.all i can is tat im grateful n thankful to all of u.thanks.

i juz hope both of u can stop hurting papa mama.they nag coz they cared, the lurved u both.pls.