plain inferiority

EASY TO BE FLIRT WITH
STUPID
BRAINLESS

the bruised ego yet again.
the trampled pride.
the plain inferiority.

just when i thought i can try lifting my head up again,
just when i thought i can try pushing my chest out again,
and just when i thought i can try shrinking my stomach in again,
i shrunk instantaneously back into that dark shell of mine.

i'm not fcuking trying to gain sympathy so don't bother any concern.
i thought i just need a place to relieve.


我曾答应过自己不再让我的眼泪陪我过夜,
但我却又再让自己失望.
孤单的夜里, 我无法否认, 我很孤单.