fuck it.

not coming for trg means u DUN deserve the chance to play.
u get to play and yet make the other 4 in court play clowns with you being the STAR.
great, now that u are one, i shall clap.

basketball, it's no longer a team game.
as long as u can dribble the fcuking ball n get it into the basket u are the best.
and dumping that dumb thing to your mates after u can do nothing with it is what u think a team game is for. HA. HA. HA.

i don't know what is happening on court.
i just know 4 of us ran like a clown, with 1-2 trying to do a zhen fa.
what's all those hard days of trgs for?
i'm lousy, it's true. and i guess i'm not fit to comment further.

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u hugged me tight, patted my head and say it's okay.
i cried my heart out, spilled out the feelings kept in me and hold u tight.
u never let go but held me tighter.
i couldn't have felt more loved.

i thought i was bound to fall but u were there.
i really appreciate it.
i love you.

thanks to jo, janice, meining and dap.
esp jo, thanks for the talk.

and also to gerry, thanks.

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i supposed this is the ever time that i felt lost in bball.
i never thought anything could pull me down. but eventually i did.
just another loser.

lousy night.