emo

it seems like there's always a time of the year when one will actually feel lost.
nothing against anyone.i just miss the times with khad and shirley.i really cant rem a day that i din laugh like siao char bor when i'm with them.

right now, it seems like i'm just being a clown to myself, with exceptions of funny stuff from auntie andrea.otherwise, it's more of self entertaining.
i talk, and i joke and i crap, all to myself.
i hate dull environment, blame it on my chatty nature.
but seems like i've got to hold myself back and keep more to myself.
i'm just tired of being self entertaining.

whenever you are down, there's always more things to come to thrash you down even further.

i just want a cup of honey milk tea with jelly and a nice evening jog.not a joke.
i'm serious.

and right now, a warm bathe shall wash away all my thoughts.then, i shall be tucked into a blanket, keeping me warm throughout the nite and try getting sufficient energy to face the worst battle, if any, tml.

good nite ppl.

khad, dun rub ur eyes already!keep me updated.you and shirley dun talk behind my back!!! @_@ i'm watching you, 2!
yiling, haven seen u fer long.think both of us are busy with our own stuff.if you've got any time, i'm most prob free after 530pm every weekend.

my love fer you have never changed, since 28th Dec 2005.