when you are down, everything's against u.

even money turned against me.
the urge of robbing the bank, or just a cashier is just so strong when you are already feeling not so good.
wandering alone in a mall, aimlessly.
just wanna catch a movie, alone, yet the few dollars left in the pocket kill the urge.
have always hated the feeling of beng alone but now, i'm gradually getting pretty use to it.

plugging the pair of earphones in the ears and feeling indifferent to everything happening around me.
ignore the stares, ignore the crowd.
feeling envy, feeling hopeful.
when you gained love, you lost frens.
and when you are feeling lost in love, you too lose your frens.
is this the so-called, frens are always with you?
muhahaha.
this is life, accept it or live it with hatred.

hatred is just a room in one of the many rooms you built.you filled it with hatred and you stand outside shivering.so why not clear it and stay in it comfortably?
just a quote from a korean show on channel u just now.the show is very touching, which left me in tears fer a few times.

right now, i just feel like screaming my heart off.
i think it's better if i just go to bed now.
close my eyes and stop thinking.
tml will be a better day.

CNY eve tml.have a nice dinner.enjoy and cherish you family.
they are the people who really do care.


3rd day of its life with me.it tells me, tml will be a BRIGHTER day!