given up

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be

has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take

I'vebecome so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tiredso much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to dois be more like me
and be less like you

And I knowI may end up failing too
But I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I'vebecome so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tireds
o much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to dois be more like me
and be less like you I've become so numb
I can't feel you thereIs everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

i'm just feeling so numb till i could feel nothing no more.
so much so to the point of making everyone to give up on me.
i am weak, so much weaker than wat u all expect of me.
wat esle can u all do other than hurting me?
just because he has a dick and you have a dick den i'm wrong?
FUCK!
i want to think no more.
just let my heart continue bleeding till it's dead.
dun try showing sympathy fuckers.