mind your own business!

and again, mama started asking me, 'why u dun wan to sign on?'

well, i dun mind if SPF dun mind signing mi on and sponsering me to study forensic but as far as i noe, sign ons with SPF can only be done after diplomas,
i patiently explained to her, with much difficulties thou[as it's hard to explain certain things u see,], that the course that i'm studying aren't like those which my cousin are studying that they can sign on on the engineering part n watsoever.

and she continued asking, 'den why u dun study something similar to their course or same course as them?'

i explained that i'm not cut out fer engineering courses and my interest does not lies in there!

then she said about my bros stuff AGAIN, which is pratically getting on my nerves, well not her but those nosey-parkers with itchy mouths and lurves bragging as thou they are farting.
she said, 'everybody[well, simply means those nosey-parkers relatives la!] says that your two bros are stupid, dun wan to sign on.still have to use ur papa's money.unlike ur cousins who are getting paid instead of asking fer money and their studies are sponsered.'

how many times do i have to repeat myself that everyone's interest varies.everytime she starts telling me about how much the relatives are bragging, commenting andd saying bout my bros and i, my blood boils and i'll start defending my bros and i.not that i only dare to say in front of my mama, i guess fer those who noe me, u all noe i'm a vrey direct person and i say what i tink.it's not that i am being disrespectful, but my principle is, unless u respect me, or not, dun expect me to give u any respect.

everytime mama started saying all these things, i understand that she dun feel good too as she's sort of getting humilated[i can't think of a better word with my limited vocab].

i noe it's proud that ur own children are being independent on their own, giving u allowance instead of the other way round.and also, giving their grandparents money.it's ok that u brag ONCE IN A WHILE but not using it as a humilating tool towards others!
to tink again, i felt that u failed as being a parent as bringing up ur children, providing the best fer them is the responsibilities of that of a parent but instead, u are putting them in stress to do well fer their studies just becoz they are on a contract and cant afford to fail!boo~~~!

and if u all have SO MUCH time, stop meddling in other ppl's family stuff.if ur children are giving u so much money and that u dun have to gif them any and dunno what u can do with it, pls do more charity work.DONATE to those in need.accumulate soome good deeds before u are old and before retribution, if any, falls on u. =D

dun worry mama, we'r working hard now, yes with papa's hard earned money.but we promised twice the comfort both of u will get in the future!dun worry! ("v")