emotion

happy 8th month darling.

entering a period of emotional, sensitive and a lil depression.
couldn't help but think a lil more on small, trivial matters which happened [previous post].
can't bother to response a lil more to mama's qn.
couldn't control myself to prevent unwanted/shouldn't-be-happening arguements with darling.
can't help being pessimistic.

PMS?no, it shouldn'd have been so soon.
post examination stress?it might have played a certain part and will be so till 15th Sep.
money?very much of a reality.with many birthdays [esp darling's, leen's, Mrs D.B's] coming up and the yearning fer a new HP [esp when ur parents DO NOT want to buy u one] keeps on lingering on the mind.

if only i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth ...

if i am having PMS + having tons of money, i would be like those rich Russians in the movie, Hostel.
i wouldn't have spent money killing my brain cells and would rather, just buy some certs & degrees, or not, the authorities.

and if only ...