trust.

trust - a brittle five-letter word.once broken, wat's left are nthn but smithereens which can never be mended.
the taste of it is never good.
it's not a matter of forgiving and forgetting but a once a vase is cracked, it can never look like before.
and it's always easier said than done.one will not experience it till they themselves go through it.
however, blame no one fer the betrayal but yourself fer misplacing your trust.
'protect yourself' - quoted from weilin.
true enough.

all this while it's not simply about forgiving and forgetting but how deep was the hurt caused.
you said you know that you'd hurt me deeply but do you really know?
no, you don't.
you said you are sorry for the blog entry that you'd deleted after i'd said about it and that you know you talk without thinking.but since you chose to do it in the beginning, so why did you remove that post and apologised if you had see the consequence, which is causing the already present matter, worsen, but why do u still do it?
though you'd deleted the post and apologised, but what's done can't be undone.you'd already cursed me badly enough.
THANKS.
though you sounded so sincere when apologising, i still don't think things can go back to before fer i've already said that it's not a matter of forgiving and forgetting.and adding to what i've just got to know,i'm certain that it's almost impossible that we can be back like how close we used to be.
like i've said, STOP apologising.thing can NEVER go back to what it used to be.thanks for the help in the past.i appreciated it.

thanks all those who have been going through this period of up and down with me, darling, weilin, yupei.love you all! =)

[entry posted on 9th June 2006]