late.

the feeling of loneliness engulfed me like it once happened a few yrs back.to tink about it, other than darling, i cant realli tink of any other one person whom i had really talked to, confide in, went out together, had meals together and etc in these recent months.it's not tat darling isn't spending enough time on me but i simply cant accept the fact that i have had no other frens.as in im not despo fer one, it's just that why is it that people who are, or rather were so close to me had seemed to be drifting far away from me.

i guess i'm beginning to 'feel' the phrase, frens come and go.the reality is always cruel.people dun stay.the adapt to the surrounding when habitats change like how animals migrate to different homes.true enough, one can make new frens too.but how much trust can u put in ur new fren?u might not even noe who's stabbing u on ur back.u might not tink so but hey, tink!dun tell mi u had not done this EVER b4.coz sad to say, humans are by nature, hypocritical.it'll however be forgiven if it's not done out of jealousy fer in this world, there'll be bound to be a number of irritating arses who deserved to be stabbed.serves them rite then.
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anyways, just part of my thoughts.fer the 1st time i've took a cab to school.what a waste of money.damn.woke up at only 730am only to realise that i had not set my alarm.how careless can i be.mama gave mi $10 to take a cab to school and so i did.was late fer 15mins still.luckily lecture had just started when i stepped into the lecture hall.

fer the past few days i had been feeling sleepy.whether or not i get the 8 hrs of slp, i cant hlp dozing off like a log head whenever i take a bus home.at times, i would only be able to get up on time to alight.i wonder why.

had crystal jade fer dinner with darling after work.*burps*
the la mian is superb!so is the xiao long bao!im craving fer more n more xiao long baoS!slurps!
the bill totalled up much lesser then i've expected.and this is the 1st time im treating darling to a proper dinner!hope u enjoy urself darling!muacks!

work tml again.and running session with bball peeps.zzzz.

oh ya, there's a Student Leader Seminar on 23 -24 june at KL.jew asked if im able to make it.the programme cost is paid fully by Ngee Ann.i thought why not since i'll be able to gain experience.anyway i haven talk to jew bout it yet.will talk to her tml.and there's bball camp.zzzz.i tink it had been ages sicne i've last had 1.hopefully it'll be a fruitful 1 since ite-poly competition is in AUG.which most likely will be on the Sem exams month.sucks.gotta take one step at a time.meanwhile, gonna concentrate on common test.

alrite, i've got to end here.darling's waiting fer mi.take care peeps!and gd luck to all who are taking common test!lurve.

we are turning 5 months old =)

darling i lurve u!regardless of what that had happened.hopefully we'll get better probs after probs.lurve u!maucks!