the start of sem holis

IPC paper offically marked the end of semester 2 of year 1 in NP.it might also be the start of a series of nitemares fer mi.

firstly, the release of results on the 24th March is definitely the day where it'll determined my 1st yr in NP.hopefully, i'll be able to clear all my modules.

a summary of the 4 papers :

1. MST1 - it was an unexpected style of setting frm Mdm Wong.it made us felt tat all our effort spent on practising on the past yr papers had gone done the drain.however, i'm already proud of myself fer this particular paper fer i've put in more effort tat i tot i might have.
2. Microbiology - i'm glad tat the effort i put in on practising on the past yr papers n reading thru the lecture notes fer umpteen times had contributed in scoring in the MCQs part.however, the structure Qns were quite a killer.but i've nv hated this module fer the lecturer is great!thanks Mr Chow
3. Physio - thankfully fer the tips given, word by word, i answered the structured Qns(worth 80 marks) as how i've memorised them.however, i answered the MCQs without thinking. =X
4. IPC - luckily hlp was sought fer at the last min n the unselfish effort given by my two lil angels!it's wasn't as diff as i've tot it wld be n knowing tat i scored 30+ out of 40 marks fer my retest n tat i passed my practical tests n my overall CA,it boosted my morale to the fullest fer the battle.careless mistakes were made but fer the first time, i saw hope in IPC.hopefully i am able to clear this module.

Secondly, the fact tat both YP n mindy will be going over to BLT left WL n mi dependent on each other in BMS.however, a few weeks ltr, a call to WL left mi paralyzed.all 3 of them will be going over to BLT.no matter how much i hated to c them go, i've got no rights to ask them to stay fer going over will definitely be of much hlp after their graduation.no matter how strong am i on the outside, or rather putting up a strong side in front of all, when it comes to emotional wise, i admit tat i've realli got to concede defeat.it wasn't smthn im strong at.neither was it smthn beyond my control.i called darling n the moment i wanted to tell him, tears flow like nv before.when i came face to face with them, wanting to hear WL's decision to kill my hope tat she'll stay, i've got to fight against my emotions n put on a strong face to let them go without worries.mins before i've came here n blogged i was reading their blogs when i got emotional.tears gradually fell.i hate the emotional side of mi.

watever it is darlings, have no worries.it's just a stage where one has to go thru in life.i'm glad tat both of u had ever crossed my life fer u 2 gave mi hlp unselfishly, picked mi up when i was down n were always there fer mi.i've nv regretted knowing both of u.NO WL, u r not selfish.i noe ur difficulties.everi1 has their own.i would be the selfish 1 if i were to ask u to stay.the only thing tat would be the best consolation to mi is tat both of u doing well in BLT.do ur best n strive fer the best, fer i noe both of u can!all the best!forget mi not =P

Thirdly is of course the fact tat darling is going fer attachment in less then a week time.it's a no choice thing n i'll miss him dearly =(

Lastly, is of course the start of the next semester.i dread to c it coming.Fuck it.

i am supposed to blogged bt the surprise darling gave mi ystd.but due to the loads of craps, i've got not enuff time fer i needa leave to meet darling.sorry peeps, he's my priority! =P so i shall b back ltr in the nite, tat is if i've got extra energy after work.or not, ltr tml.lurve all!muackies!hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear ANG SEY MIN!!!