lonely sunday

am so fed up..realised tat i missed out corecting smthn on reuben's blog template..haha..yes..he's got a blog..i noe it since last fri i tink..but tat dumb arse..din put template..whichcause it to b unable to view by others..haha..den i found this cool skin on blogskins.com..however..this skin is a lil hard to edit..but i still did it..im smart wat!(pui) haha..but i left smthn out!1 part whch puts "da gurl" =.= n my link!!!!i din do it properly!darn..how blur can i b!den..i tried logging into his a/c again..onli to realise the username isn't right!but im damn sure it is tat!dunno wat's happening!im lazi to try oso!lalala..ask ur gurl to make the amendments =)

had a chat with ah qin n maybel..was toking bt bball @ NP n ITE with ah qin..wells..dun like trgs in NP..not fun..except for having qin n bear to train together,the rest r meaningless -_-''' n huiling!i heard lotsa positive commends for ur selection!=) see..i told u..u can do it!hehe..

maybel was toking bt the nam san guy..hu's in commando..performing in NDP lar..xat lar..but onli maybel likes!LOL!

typical sunday..minus the fact that I DIN STEP A SINGLE STEP OUT OF MY HSE!omg..c'mon!it's a SUNDAY n im at HOME?hahahaha..tat's how guai i am!no lar..it's actually coz dar gonna pia for CT (which in the end he rot at hm =( ) n tat no1's jio-ing mi out =( saddisit here!

i've got nthn on mind to blog abt todae..wells..gonna tok a lil abt bball..

seriously, i dunno how long can my bball life last.i started playing since i was primary 6 .Back then, i used to think "oh, how stupid r those bball guys!they can actually forgo their recess which is 20 mins (if im not wrong) long to play bball!dont their stomach protest even a lil?" And so, curiosity arouse in me n i started to pick up this sport thru one of the closer teacher i had back then.

he's Mr Bruce Lim if im not wrong. the clique(all gurls) which i am with at that time likes to tok to him n hang out with him in sch after sch hrs.simply coz he's juz like a fren, he toks to us, listen to us, give us advices n stuff.and yes, i respect him!i told him i dun understand wat's so fun abt bball tat guys r so ga-ga into it.and he told mi, "you wun noe till u try!" forget to mention, he was the coach den.so he taught mi simple lay ups n shooting!slowly, i began to fall in lurve with bball!i noe my lay ups r ugly, so is my shooting style!but he nv say anithing discouraging to mi, yes, not even once!instead, he's super encouraging!he dun mind the extra time to stay back every single day after school to teach mi lil new things in bball!im realli gateful to him!=)

due to the interest in bball, i chose Jurong Sec(JSS) which is the onli Sec Sch with gurls bball, back then.during selection,i was asked to join vball but i rejected coz i cant imagine myself wearing the 'san jiao ku' with my ugly fat thighs n calves!i got into the bball during the selection!i've gotta admit tat trg in JSS was realli super tough!much more tougher den i've expected!the runs in jurong park were as thou we'r training for marathon, the duck walks n frog jumps were as there we walked n jump this way everi single min!i hate physical trg the most!

yes..these was part of the trgs i had during the 1st 3 yrs in JSS when i've got my veri 1st offical coach, Mr Tay.i respect him alot simply coz i nv had a coach b4?haha, i dunno y either!i'll alwaes rem the 10.2km he made us run for the 3 sessions of trg a week for abt 3 weeks!u can imagine how my stamina shot up tremendously which shocked almost the whole team to death!hehe.alrites, thou trgs were tough, but luckily there's this bunch of team mates who r alwaes crazzieee!haha.n this particular 1 hu alwaes fight with mi verbally!yes u!ANG MAYBELLINE!haha.'suo wei bu ta bu xiang shi' we ended up being gd frens eventually simply coz we r both mature teenagers =) tinking back, our frenship is a unique 1!haha, the few of u shld noe y!

back to bball!participated in the 1st ever bball competition i ever had during my sec 2 yr!the feeling's so super different frm those u played 5-0n-5 during trgs!u noe, the feeling of able to play so rougly with ur opponent which u cant when playing with ur own team mates, the feeling of doing lay ups n shootings with opponents trying real hard like monkeys to defend u, the feeling of ur coach scolding u 'hao dai'(jss gurls u all noe it!) so loudly outside court when the spectators r laughing at the spectator's bench!haha,i enjoyed it all!at the end of the competition, the best feeling is to recieve the medal u fought so hard for!the smiles on ur teammates, ur coach, ur principal, ur fellow sch mates n all!

in JSS, bball players r treated with priorities!tat's y all of us were so super 'guai lan' to teachers!=) we wore ankle socks when we r told tat we cant, we tucked out our uniform which is against the sch rules, we tok back to teachers, fall asleep in claz which is a common trend for al bball players, we pierce mani earholes, we skipped lesson earli n even changed the time on our earli departure form to trick our teachers n mani mani more!haha, all the funs!i miss it all!

in my sec 3 yr, i 'heng heng' got into combine sch. which lead mi to getting the west zone colours award n national colours award!due to trgs n coms in sch n combine sch, my sch work suffered.from a border line student, i fall even lower.i got a ZERO for my a/cs test.it was den i realised how serious it was!teachers came in to hlp n frens too!im so grateful =) my results shot up all the way!i was in the top 10 position in level!yesh, how proud of myself i am at tat time!

and back to babll.after the bball season if my sec 3 yr, we changed coach to Chua MH who is still my coach now =[ in NP!which also changed my position frm foward to center!wells, im realli thankful to her as she brought my confidence to the max!frm seeing 6, 8 ,10 pts that i scored on the score sheet to 20 -30 in the scoresheet, i cant write out that feeling!it's simply "WOW"!haha.yes, im proud of myself once again!i trained veri hard not to let her n myself down.her 'mo gui' trgs made my stamina increase by leaps and bounds!back then, running is juz like walking, needs no stamina at all!not even a lil bit of panting!(but now..i lost it all!KNS) her trgs r so super tough!runnings, needless to sae, it's damn ALOT!her physical n stuff, much much tougher!i can doze off the next day in claz when there's trg the previous dae!n due to this, my results once again, went downhill!i got hlp frm the kind teachers, my kind frens, yes all the kind souls.i topped the 1st 3 position during 'N' levels.mayb it's bcoz im a sports player tat they (principal n teachers) tink i've done a super great job as to them, bballers = no hope!n i prove them worng!=) lalala!they praised mi for able to juggle my time well btween bball n studies!well, it's not so true coz i actually stopped bball for close to 6 mnths b4 'N' levels! =)

and in my sec 5 yr, thanks to jinghui hu formed a Home United Youth Team, i joined Home U!frm rivals on court, we gradually bcome team mates, wonderful team mates!played for 2 consecutive yrs.yes, this yr's the last, sad to admit but m overaged!Home United is realli a wonderful team!i nv dreamt tat i'll b able to play in youth cup again for a club!i lurve home u!thou playign for club n youth cup was fun but stress on studies build yet once again!i cant concentrate on Os.bball's distracting mi, tempting mi everi moment when i want to start studying!i din study real hard for Os (which im regretting).however, im so lucky tat luck's on my side.i managed to pass Os n Mr Low, my form teacher, was like having a quite surprised look as my prelims r damn bad =P

i was posted to NP this may.Ms Chua persuaded mi to appeal into NP to play for her.n so i tried the sports appeal scheme.yes, thru underhand means, i got into the course i desired.i dun mind ppl gossiping lar.carry on ppl =) wells,i actually tot i would stop playing bball after this yr's youth cup as im posted to SP n bball in SP is so populated with Pros tat they dun need a lousy 1 like mi!however, i guess it's fated tat i get into NP n am going to continue playing it!i hope i can firstly, survive in my studies b4 bball gets into my poly life!now in NP, i dun realli like the team juz like i mention, onli qin n bear n Ms Chua lar!the others in bball r 'kuku' !not tat im showing off or watever u ppl r saying, but NP cant survive w/o US!the JSS GURLS!hahahaha!at least we r confident tat we wun b last..RP shld b lar!=) hahaha..im so super bad!

alrites..right now..im not sure how long my bball life will last..not now i can sae but soon!i dunno when my knee cap wil surrender as it is alreadi protesting with sharp pains during trgs, after trgs, after bt 1/2 of standing n stuff!my ankles!which had a total of 7 sprains together n a hole on the left n 2 on the right!my back!eversince sec 1, am aching like hell n adding on more aching when i 'lai ang'!arse!c..injuries all over!dying soon!haha..alrites..i lurve bball still..i wan to play it for the rest of my life even if it's not competitve!i dun mind doing it for leisure!i'll teach my kids in future when they r still young! =)

alrites..tml gonna wake up at 845am n im still here!my mama's gonna nag if i oversleep tml!i'm turning in!nites peeps!muacks!