Saturday, June 18, 2005

short day in sch

sighs..darling's sick today..he had a high fever..wanted to go to his hse to visit him..but he dun alow mi to do so..coz dar's worried tat he might pass the virus to mi..he din wan mi to get infected as the 2 impt matches r juz tml n the day after..alrite..so i din went over..wells..finds tat dar's treating mi quite coldly these few days..i dun realli noe the reason behind it..wells..to b fair..mayb he's feeling unwell the few days before he's down with fever..but i dunno la..but it realli makes mi feel kind of down..i mean..im so stressed up over sch work..wells..2 tests r coming up next week n projects too..den there's bball trg till quite late on the tues n thurs these two weeks..i onli managed to catch at most 5 - 6 hrs of slp b4 i go to sch..b4 i can even get enough rest..the next trg came..wells..i noe dar's tired too due to the long hrs in sch on tues..i understand too..wells..i hope i can get his understanding too..im tired n stress out..i juz need a shoulder to lean on..to rest on..to cry on..i dun need ani other stuff to kp mi troubled n vexed!

alrites..skip this topic..darling take great care ya!heh..i'm still stronger..aniwaes..hope when u r well..we'll b back to normal..

ok..there onli an 2 hrs oral com which started at 10..met bear at my bus stop n went to sch taking 174...din meet manda thou..coz she has a project earlier on..ok..was supposed to reach sch's bus stop at 945 to meet up hazel khad n kitty..wells..im a lil late..bt 5 mins..guess wat?kitty's even later!haha..alrite..went into claz n everi1's there alreadi except 4 another 2 who came in a lil later..alrites la..oral com's a lil less interesting todae..but still..it's better den ani other sch dae..after tat..kitty went to town..den hazel khad jinhan n mi went to canteen 1 to discuss our project..sicheng didn't come..coz he sae tat he has smthn on..wells..ok..canteen 1 was so packed..however we managed to get s table..n zhihao's there with his fren..yeap..discuss a lil n then ate the brownies hazel made!nice nice!heh!thanx hazel!alrites..after tat jinhan n khad went off 1st as they had smthn on..so hazel n i went ahead with lunch..had yong tao fu..manda , mindy n weilin..had lunch together n mindyn weilin went off 1st..

yeap..we went library after tat to study..faezah's there too..ok..i asked zhihao's bt micro excel..some doubts to clear b4 test..actualy wanted to ask dar todae..but he's sick..aniwaes..thanx zhihao..alrites..stayed in the library till 4+ n decided to go off..todae i took 174 hm..heh..a lil faster!alrites..was online since im hm..din have the mood to studi..oh god..pls kill mi..im gonna flunk n yet im doing nthn bt it!ARGH!nvm..the matches r the most impt thing currently as it's gonna start in less den 24 hrs time!

wells..hope i can play well la..i mean everi1 hopes so isn't it?aniwaes!i belive all of us can!we r all confident in winning both matches..am i rite guys?we can do it!yes!u!all of u!each n everi 1 of u!we gotta jiayou!4 most of us..this will bb the last yr of our youth!lol..so we muz play all out!as long as we play our best n put up a gd fight..we wun regret!rite?!yes..so to all dear team mates!jia you!esp yiqin..b more confident k?nv gif up!lurve u team mates all!jia you!HOME!

before i sign off..juz received a call frm dar..his temp had gone up!!seh..am so worried..haiz..but there's nthn i can do isn't it..i wan to b there..by his side..but as much as i wanted to....haiz..dar pls pls pls take great care k!pls dun let anithing happen to u!i need u to b by my side 4ever!i never ever wanna leave u!n will nv do so!maucks!take great care my darling!hugs**

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