we won our match against chong ghee..ya..thumbs up 4 hm u!
well..we din realli play well in the first two quarters..but picked up towards the end of the 2nd quarter..final score was 24 - 56..
as for myself..was terribly disappointing..played lousily..suddenly felt tat it's time my bball career shld end..fark..played bt 10 mins or less in total..was benched at the mid of 3rd quarter n subsequently the last..i din noe wat got over mi..ya..the honeydew ice cream makes mi feel like puking..ya..the ring is higher den usual..but so wat?all these r juz excuses 4 mi to save the embarressment..got 2 chances of fast break but missed the lay ups..n a chance under the basket..hah..lousy enuff?still not?well..bounce the ball n lost control of it causing it to roll out?well..ya ya..u muz b all laughing..wateva la..it's over..well..i understand how im feeling inside..there's so mani things i wanted to say..but i noe i cant..it'll get tongues wagging n conflicts here n there..duh..spare mi all these troubles..
keeping it to myself is terrible enuff..i wan no more troubles k..well..aniwaes..it's juz smthn to do wif my confidence..haiz..to tink of it..i cant realli take the feeling of being benched..ha..but i understand la..my team mates r all equally gd..n the way i played was realli fucking bad..so..i should not have expect much la..wells..ya..dun tink wanna tok more bt it..im pissed off
enuff..aniwaes..well done mates..esp jinghui , yuqin n yiying!btw..kaiquan lost to dragon.
dun understand my mum..called mi to ask mi whether i wanna have dinner when i've alreadi told her im having it outside..ya lor..i noe she meant well..but y call n kap..im pissed off enuff k..den reach hm..so fucking damn it..it's so dirty..coz of changing the rollers of the windows..n den my feet r so dirty juz the moment i stepped in..den now wanna nag..c'mon la..im pissed enuff..feel like leaving hm n stay outside..so mani things to bother bt..if 1 day i were to leave hm..i'll definitely b spared frm all those naggings..den i'll skip sch n bball trgs..n end my sch life n bball career..but with no $$$...den i'll threaten dar to yang mi 4 the rest of his life..ok..happy ending..-_-so damn boring..
suddenly feel like crying..-_- i dunno y..juz coz i played badly i supposed..ya..jinghui consoled mi..she did her part as a cap..thanx..but i felt no much better..i dun feel like going 4 the rest of the matches n trgs..but im sure i'll b letting everi1 down n bringing them down their morales..well..better keep tat idea aside..juz felt tat im veri emotional these few things..well..am praying hard tat there b no arguements btween mi n dar..or not i realli cant take it la..
life seemed to b at the lowest point 4 mi once again..stress in sch..competting wif all those smart asses..stress in bball..am juz a lousy player..not stress in r/s so far..but once porbs come..it realli comes together..so am praying hard..nthn's gonna happen..
-amanda- heh..thanx 4 tagging mi so much often..ur encouragements here n face to face to!u r realli wonderful..i actually have another msg to tag on ur tag board but it somehow kp failing..well..juz to tell u im realli glad to noe u..u r realli veri kind n generous..u nv fail to hlp mi when im in doubt during lectures..n lending mi ur notes..i realli appreciate alot!thanx!
-7ling-shld haved enjoyed urself tonite huh!pretty ya?*giggles*
-jean-dear gal..take great care rite..would like to hear frm u soon!
-hm u team mates-u guys r wonderful..jia you 4 all other matches ya!
-darling-well..i hope we'll b happy alwaes..lurve u the most alwaaaays!muacks!
n to all above n all others not mentioned here + jianhao hu ask mi to mention him here!im blessed to have u guys..lurve ya all!take care alrites..muacks!
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